Monday 26th April to Sunday 2nd May 2010

At the Blue Planet yesterday - there was only some glass keeping this lovely shark away from me! He was right above my head.
My new hair colour (for the moment!)
It's kind of a purpley colour! Each time I wash it some colour comes out so who knows what colour it will end up as???????

We have rather a lot of stress going on at the moment. Neils mum is not well and her dementia is getting worse as is her mobility, she is not eating or drinking and we are all so worried about her. Neils dad is not faring so good either as a result, he is very upset, stresed, anxious and basically in a state. We are going up there every day and now we are trying to get help from the social serivces and GP etc. We are hoping tomorrow gives us some answers from Soc Serivces and the Dr and the community matron. None of these agencies move with any urgency. To us it is urgent though. I've been getting palpatations again, I know this is stress related and worry. I so hope we can get her better, a little better, but I fear this may not happen unless we get the help we need quickly.

 Still Monday 26th April 2010

Getting weighed today. I have no idea how I have done.

 Wed 28th April

Got weighed on MOnday - gained a lb. Gotta make more of an effort.

Visiting Neil's mum in hospital twice a day. She was having a CT scan today, they are doing other tests too. Sometimes she will answer you and other times she just stares into the distance. It is very dad and especially for Neil's dad.

Am doing ok on diet. Got a bit scared as I had to have an eye scan (OCT) yesterday and am now worried about my eyes as there seems to be something going on with them, have to wait to see the Consultant next week, also seeing diabetes specialist this Friday morning (and they will shout at me cos my control has been crap these last several weeks) and then I go see the rheumatologist next Tuesday, thankfully my joints aren't too bad, they are a bit painful lately (think this is stress) but nothing I can't handle.

I see the Eye Consultant next Thursday.

Going dancing later.