Monday 11th January 2010

Weight - 10 st 5.5 lbs (145.5 lbs)
Loss this week - 1 lb
Loss so far - 8 lbs

OK I lost a lb this week, perhaps I was better than I thought I was??
Am still in discomfort and go from being in a panic to feeling ok and swing from believing I have a ovarian cyst to thinking I have ovarian cancer. I cannot wait till the scan on Saturday but am scared at the same time. Am going to do my best to be more positive this week.

Am going to do some healthy cooking and eat properly and get some gentle exercise done, perhaps on the treadmill, just some gentle walking. Is too slippery to walk outside just yet but as soon as the snow and ice has gone!

 Tuesday 12th January 2010

Work ok. Stomach abdomen hurting today but not so bad. HAve decided yet again to

1 Stop eating crap (eg v sugary and fatty foods
2. Exercise more
3. Relax more

Am feeling v stressed with worrying about my health - this does not help my health.

Saw my Nephew Chris Davies on Celebrity Big Brother tonight - was BRILLIANT! He WON Countdown in December. Neil and I got to go along to the semi-finals and finals at the Granada Studio in Manchester which was great.

Here I am in the Countdown studio, just to prove I was there!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's Chris with the Countdown cup at the end.

Some more pics from the day
The studio
Getting ready to WIN
Photos at the end
More photos


How cool!!!!!
With the 2009 winner!

Need to go to sleep now am v tired.

 Friday 15th January 2010

Still feels weird typing 2010.......................

Some pics from just before Christmas

At the works Christmas meal
Might have had one or two glasses of wine here!
Christmas meal

Before Christmas at the Abba Show evening (we went for a meal beforehand)
Abba Show
Abba Show
Abba SHow
Abba Show
In the audience Abba Show
My baby fast asleep with her teddy bear
Nice pic of J when we were out in a cafe just before Christmas
Me and R
Neil getting ready to go shopping! Ok we might have gone for lunch to a cafe first!!!!

I have my scan in the morning at 9am at the hospital. I don't think they will give me a result/diagnosis tomorrow. They usually say to contack your GP in 5 to 10 days - usually. My aches and pains are less but still have twinges and little pains and discomfort. Don't feel as panicky and worried as I did last week. Chops and changes though, some times I have a mini panic attack and think OMG then when I am not particularly hurting I think BAH, it's nothing. And then I think OMG it's gotta be something or else the pains/discomfort would have gone away wouldn't they??? Ah well...we shall see

Am going out for a meal tomorrow night with 6 friends (work) and am looking forward to that. Might treat myself to a nice bright top to wear tomorrow, something to cheeer me up!

Have started getting weighed again in work every Friday.

Can't go to Slimming World on Monday morning as am on a course type thing in work all week, every day 9 till 5. Might try and go MOnday evening though (to get weighed).

Had nice night last night cos went to a friends house with another friend - it was the friends 40th birthday. We had such a laugh, haven't laughed so much in ages! Wasn't a late night though cos had work this morning.

Don't think my email is working cos I don't get any messages at all, or maybe it's just that no one wants to email me (haha!?).

 Sunday 17th January

Had my scan yesterday. They said everything looked ok but that I may need further tests? Got to ring my GP in 5 days, will feel more relieved when have spoken to GP

Had a night out last night with people from work, it was good night. On DIET properly now.......must make sure I don't have a gain when I get weighed next which will probably be not tomorrow but the following Monday.